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Love
As we have sprung forward at the beginning of March.
I have been reflecting on the word love and its definition of the word.
The definition of the word love is an intense feeling of deep affection.
The season brings out that and then some.
But despite the definition do we understand how to love?
A friend and I had a conversation about this and how during our lives we've been searching for love.
I mean the love you are supposed o feel according to the movies, the toes curling love. and yet we are now in our 50s and have still experienced that type of love.
I have spent the last three years trying to accept and love myself with all my faults.
I am not perfect nor have I ever thought I was perfect, in my head I created a love that was perfect with the husband and the white picket fence.
And it has yet to happen for me and a few others I know.
Love doesn't judge or criticize you for just being who you are.
Love doesn't go away or stop because a person isn't feeling you.
Love is unconditional and can bring you unmatched joy.
The best part is love is forever and lasting when it comes from a place of pure and unwavering.
Spring has sprung and with that knowledge, this love will find you, and when it does be prepared to receive a gift of the greatest joy.
Live, love, laugh
Sep. 28, 2022
Blank Canvas
I wake up each day thinking this is my day to start over.
to become a blank canvas, do what is in my best interest and those around me. a blank canvas to color the world with those bright ideas that will make a difference. a blank canvas to see me in the rawest form to reflect on the past so I can paint on the blank canvas to create a woman of strength and wisdom who through my blank canvas I can inspire others through their journey of self-discovery.
My blank canvas can be the glue to repair what has been broken in my family for so long that I can't even begin to count the time that has been wasted. a blank canvas to find the true love of the very thing that I pray and manifest each day and that is to color the blank canvas with an audience for my dream Love Twisted the play that is going to change my life.
the second reason for this is because how many times in life do we all wish, hope or dream of starting over mentally becoming in our minds a blank canvas? this is something that if I had a magic wand I would have done years ago. I will leave you with this affirmation.
blank canvas to be who I was born and meant to be, a reflection of the old me turning into the blank canvas to paint the new and improved me. I wrote this for two reasons the first being that the title came to me days ago I just didn't know what I was going to say.
Embrace all parts of yourself, even those parts where you don't feel confident. there is immense power in acceptance and liberation.
You'll notice your weakness getting transformed into strengths.
